[Wednesday, March 01, 2006]

Hi everyone .. Yio Chu Kang Symphonic Band is having a concert at 8th of April 2006.
Pieces played are :

1. Fifth Symphony ( Sakura ) by Alfred Reed
2. Concierto Del Simun ( Concerto for Alto Saxophone ) by Ferrer Ferran
3. Symphony No. 8 ( Allergo Non Troppo ) By Drovak
4. Alto Saxophone concerto ( Deux movement )

Its a very rare chance to hear 2 saxophone Concertos being played at the same time ... This is also YCKSB 1st time performing such piece . I'm playing the Concerto Del Simun ... MUST support me hor !!!!! YEAH !!!!!!

Concert venue : Victoria Concert Hall
Time : 7 pm
Price : $10

If interested then send a mail to me alrite ?? my emial is : meteor_altar@hotmail.com

BYBlogger @ 8:50 PM

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[Saturday, February 18, 2006]

Well ... blogging again ... haiz ... recently i like someone ... but that person going to oversea and study forever ... i hate it .... i have already lost hope in love ... and i'm a useless person ... no one will look up to me ... i'm a preson who very sensative ... seek attention ... very fuck person lah .... i hate my life lah ... everything is so sucky lah ... i dun play games , i dun interact ... i suck lah !!!!!!!!!! i'm a big lazy bum !!!!!!!! i migth as well die now rite ... i think no one will care de lor !!!!!!!!!! how i wish i'm dead now !!!!!!!!! is all bullshits and fucking things lah !!!!!!!!! i hate myself !!!!!!! i dun have many friends !!!!!! or should i say i dun have friends at alll !!!!!!!!!!!! fuck this world lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm pissed and fucked up !!!!!!! i dun wan to live anymore lah !!!!!!!!!!!! wadever io do is so sucky lah !!!!!!!!!!! like to show off !!!!!!!! i suck to the core !!!!!!!!!!!! fuckk off lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYBlogger @ 11:44 PM

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[Sunday, January 22, 2006]

4 more day to quit that stupid job ... whahahaha ... cant believe that i 1 person have to open shop , do cashier , take orders , make drinks , serve customer ... haiz ... very tiring leiz .... haiz ... but gonna finish working ... shiok ah !!!!!hahaha .... today i went to the MOE seminar about the O level program ... hahah not bad lah ... but have to be a music teacher haahah.... thats the sianz part .... hahaha .... after went to band ( ssw ) ... talk to mr Ng also ... and found something too ... haha .... well so now i did noe something about ppl around me le ... or the ppl outside .... realise they are so close-minded ppl ... haiz ... why have i been living in such country man .... cant even live with my own passion and my own way ... i hate it .... they are the ones who block my way of flowing or creativity and my freedom ... i hate them !!!!!!!!! haiz ... why they like that ??? cant they jus leave me alone and let me be myself ??? haiz ...

then i today brought liang teh for haiping cuz he yesterday sick due to eat too much fried food .... so buy him liang teh to col himself down ... but i dun think he got finish it ... haiz ... bad boy ... buy for him then nv finish it ... sadded ... hahaha ... but overall a good boy lah ... haha ... i sayang him alot too ... so to junxiang , jiarong , xinghong , aaron and chenglong ... the all my brothers mahx ... hahaha ... sianz ... going to kknock out le ... well will stop here ... blog agaion bahx .... see ya

( dun let me noe who is the person who so kapo about my life if not i'll kill them and chop them into piece and i mean it !!!!!!!!!!)

BYBlogger @ 12:22 AM

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[Monday, January 16, 2006]

hahah blogging again .... haha finally got time to blog le ... now working earning money ... working at a resturant next to katong shopping centre .... hahaha ... my mum ask me to work so to kill time ...i think she dun wan to stay at home and think too much and also wan me to earn some experience in working ... haha so that may help me in future ... there si somethings wanna buy :

1. Alto saxophone metal ( classical ) mouth piece
2. my brother , haiping's trombone mouth piece ( cuz i owe him one )
3. MP3 player
4. bag
5. clothes
6. save it
that is my list of buying things ... hahaha .... dunnoe he appreciate it or not lo .... i noe he dun show the appreciation de ... but ... haiz ... sometimes really make me very sad and very angry ... ... and also my "wife" ( play play de mah )... i love him too ... hahaha .... well recently i play the soprano sax ... and i find it very cool to play ... wow ... haha ....... and i think i sound better there man ... hahaaha ... thanks to sunlu lending his soprano to me ... Thanks Sun lu !!!!!!! haha ... i appreciate it very much ... hahaha ... haha ... hope my pay enough to cover the shopping list ...hahah ... i still very lonely ... alone ... friendless .. only got waigeng , chor , norain , shien and kat and haiping ... thats all .... ( i wanna spend more time with haiping ) hahaha ... enough lah ... this blogging very long sia .... hahaha ... hahaha ....i love my boys !!!!!!!! i love them all man ....... may god bless them with good live and good luck !!!!! ...



switching off le ... blogging soon ( next time )......

BYBlogger @ 11:19 PM

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[Friday, December 23, 2005]

well ... recently i have fallen in love with someone ... i guess this is not true ... i have seek the advice of the tarot cards .... i think i should jus give up bah ... but the feeling is very strong .. haha ... maybe is brotherly love ... i wan to have a close friends to go out and spent time with .. but it seems that everyone have run away from me ... mr kok with weihong they all ... jx and hp with eileen they all .. melany with goldie they all ... vannesa with hongki they all .... so sad ... me alone in the band walking in and out ... haha ... i really wan someone that can always go out together and can chat all day long de ... i really wan that ... but it seems this not gonna happen ... and of cuz .. today i speck to someone that i like ... i told him everything in my heart ... but ... i think i got no chance in love ... haha ... strange hor ... why i nv try then give up ... becuz normally ... this things i dun stand a chance in having it ... so i rather let it go .. hahaha ... sad man ... really sad ... i dun wish to fall in love ... but no choice man .... haha .... A sad , relax , calm and boring day have jus went pass .... (_ _ )Zzzzzz

BYBlogger @ 6:33 PM

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[Wednesday, November 30, 2005]

jus came back from operation .... sad case ... next time i should eat more and more ... very sickening leiz ..... cannot play saxophone = ask me go and die now ... haiz ... so sad ... end of the year concert cannot play anymore ... so sad ... haiz ... no mood to write blog le lah ....

BYBlogger @ 1:14 PM

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[Wednesday, November 16, 2005]

Today i the last papr 2 i'm going to have ... hahaha from now onward is all paper 1 ... sianz and also dunnoe wad to do ... i noe le ... pracrtise my concerto ... hahaha to whoever reading this ... if u interested in noeing how is my playing like or wad concerto am i playing let me noe okie ?? whahaha ...

thinking that i need to work and also practise for my concerts ... haha
me must work hard for my job too ... i wanna learn as much as possible ... whahaa .... earn money then can go buy my fave clothings ... whaha .. this job very fun sia i think ... whaha ... Next is to concentrate on my concert pieces and also concerto is the piority of everything !!!!!!!

I'm feeling lonely again ... maybe i use to going out and now no one wanna go out with me thats why i feeling this way ba ... whaha ... but i feeling lonely lor ... whaha .... sianz sianz sianz sianz ...... actually i like to accompany ppl and go out when ppl ask me ... but recently no one leh so feeling lonely lor ... whahaha ... but lonely is better then having so much of conflicts with ppl wad ... whaha... so ya ... i'll contuinue tml ba ... see ya

BYBlogger @ 5:32 PM

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[Sunday, November 13, 2005]

O level have finish almost half of it le ... hahha ... it seems that no one have been reading my blog and care about me lah ... i find myself clashing both my passion , work and studies together .... stress over things again ... of cuz love too ... but i have no time for love lah ... haha ... i wanna play for the bands i'm invovle but i din practise those piece and i dun think i can make it ... work ... i have to work for my own survival and earn money for my family ... studies ... i dun think i have studied well lah ... Love ... i realised that i'm really a despo for love .. i dunnoe why also .. but ... i realise i have been rejecting ppl ... i think i really dunnoe wad is true love .. and i dunnoe wad is call like and love .... i have been a failure sia ... haha ... such a bad friend , cant manage my life well , not a good person ... easily get stressed ... haiz ... no wonder i have no friends and always alone .. haha ....

i've start to noe that i should put some lip balm ... haha .. my lips are dry man !!!!!! haha ...sliming down too ... hahah ... i bought some lip balm and also try some powder from melany too ... hahaa ... powder doesn't suit me but i think lip balm works man ... hahah ... i should try to ddress myself man ... Wohoo !!!!!!!

BYBlogger @ 6:16 PM

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[Friday, November 04, 2005]

well ... no worries dude .Even through i have move my heart for u ,in the end its u who is making the decision . i'll always respect ur decision . Love cannot be forced and neither can be pushed . Love come naturally and go when none of the parties nurture it . so dun worry about anyhing , jus concentrate on wad u are doing and i'll be supporting u from the back and respect the decision that u made ... i like the present u and i dun wan u to change for anyone ... jus be urself .

Today i went out with gui and blu3 aka david lah ... we went to Plaza singapura together .. haha so fun ... then meet up with daniel , hiro and taki they all ... then me , blu3 and gui go walk walk and have our dinner ... haha ... after that daniel called blu3 to go play lan so we all went together with them .. at the lan centre ... Big alex and imuya appear ... haha ... sure playing DOTA de ... haha then me and gui not good in playing lan so we go play pool ... i did learn alot of thingf from him .. haha .. thanks gui !!!!! After the 3 game blu3 join in and play ... i let them have their own personal time lor ... so i seat and watch them play ... haha nice show man .. haha ... then we leave without daniel they all .. so we go walk walk lor ... but after that i went home lah ... haha ... on the way home ... i miss ducky very badly ... dunnoe why ... haha nvm lah ... selamat hari raya to all the muslim !!!!!!!!

BYBlogger @ 1:40 AM

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[Sunday, October 16, 2005]

My junior , hongki , say she found my name add yee's blog ... funny ... she say i mus write 5 habits i have usually and mus ask 5 friends to do in thier blog too ... hahaha so i'm one of them ... but i think cannot repeat the same name rite ???

Here it is friends .....

1. like to chat with friends in any method ( etc msn , online , phone , anything )

2. can play my PS2 none stop the whole day ( break record i complete final fantasy X-2 in 3 days )

3.like to hang out with guys than girls .... cuz guys easier to talk and hang out ... girls .. sometime have to respect them ... whahaa ... ( sorry guys if i have offend u ... hehehe )

4. sms my friends good nite , good morning and good luck for exam msg

5. stare in front of the com for whole day ( watching anime , chatting , surf net )

Now 5 friends ....
1)Hongki
2)Terri
3)Garhong
4)Edwin
5)Ester

hey friends ... u all have to write ur 5 habits at ur blog ... write and choose 5 new friends to write again in their blog ....

BYBlogger @ 9:54 PM

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