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[Tuesday, August 30, 2005]
>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Monday, August 29, 2005]
Today ... wheni was walking home .... on the path that lead to my block .... funny thoughts start to flow in .... i realise ... every single soul are walking in a same path .... even animals ... but animals do not noe wad is the path ... they will be walking blindly when there is a routh .... humans ... as for humans .... they also cant see the path ... but the can create it ... this creation is not original ... every soul have also walk on this paths before ... but different soul .... everyone will be walking forever on this paths ... there will be no ends ... human routh is to walk to the death , and souls is to walk to be reborn , and it repeats and repeats .... i guess this is the cycle of life ... i also though about why human behave in certain ways ... i think they behave in such way for a purpose ... there is many reason for it ... but do human beings noe about it ??? i dun think they noe ... maybe minimum .... humans normally behave in such a way without themselve knowing .... and when they think they are rite ... sometimes is wrong ... when they think they are wrong but sometimes is rite .... this is where the confusion starts ... hahaha ... very difficult to understand but i also dunnoe how it came by ... jus type out what i tot about it .... my friends say maybe is it a god massage but some others say it is a philosophy .... hahaha ... enjoy it ...>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
Today is a very boring day ... i only look forward to the afternoon ... so i'll jus skip all the way to there ... hahaha ... after school i rush to band room cuz got YAMAN practise ... i went to band room with excitment and knowing that the band having meeting i still dun feel and stress ... hahahah strange ... after the meeting ... feel very sad and of cuz angry ... but not that angry lah ... then i saw goldie they all outside band room becuz the committee is having meeting .... i wanted to ask her to come and watch the performance but i realise she have to go home and study so i ask her to go home ... but after that she say her mum dun allow her to go home then i say ok nvm ... after that i heard that she went out with other ppl to bishan ... i start to wondered is she going to shop or study ??? will she study ?? i also have doubt on the rest of the gang members too .... slowly ... realise things around me have change alot ... so much ... i start to question myself about wad have happened around me .... am i mad ??? i dun think so ... everything seems so different ... it was like i have been teleported to other world ... everything seem so different ... i think i am mad .... i have lost trust in my friends ... all of them ... i dunnoe are they trustable or not .... everything seem so dead .... wads going on ???>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Sunday, August 28, 2005]
>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Friday, August 26, 2005]
Today wake up with very sunken mind ... Whole mind was black but heavy and i feel like having a metal head .... so heavy ... but i still have to get up and go school ... hahaha ... everything seems so fine ... but after PE ... i feel abit unwell ... start to have headache and my vision is very blur .... i start to feel sleepy ad fall asleep in class ... after that sleep ... my headache gottn worst ... and i have to look for panadol ...hahaha ... wad a SICK day man ... after taking the medicine ... it wasn't any better .... hahahaha .... start to feel cold .... and whloe boby was cold ... start to feel sleepy again ... and i fall asleep again ... i took my common test and after that went to do my service day ... i provide service cleaning to the band ... i help to clear up the band room ... and everything in that room was quite properly done ... but after that ... i realise that the band member came in for a meeting and i gotten so mad and shouted and them for messing up the chairs that i have arranged .... after their meeting ... we have the YAMAN practise ... today practise was good ... Alvin and Mr Kok wasn't there ... the rest of us practise together on stand by me .... it went well together and manage to get the ending done properly too .... whahaha ... cool huh .... after that ... i foun out that my friend ( i'll name her G ) , G , went out eating ... i was so mad with them ... she went out with about 6 friend to eat ... i was so mad ... she suppose to be studying at home knowing that the perlimary examination is only 2 weeks away ... she is not serious in the studies ... as a friend , i dun wish to see her end up regreting her doing for the past when she received the result .. i wan her to get good grades to g to a good poly ... she may think i very kapo but i do care for her ... as for her friend around her ... i do yell at them saying that they should concern about G's studies as she is very weak in the studies and there is no time for her to waste on eating outside , going for movies and go shopping s etc... they she make her study for her examination and force her study .... this is then called good friend ....very mad about it .. after that i went home finally ... hahaha ... i told myself ... yes able to rest for the day liao ... hahaha ..... Hope G do realise i care for her studies and future ........>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Monday, August 22, 2005]
Today i wake up at 7 am ... and thats was freaking late lor .... i used to wake up at 6.30 am and get changed but ... ok whatever ... when i knew i was late ... the speed of my movement start to slow down ... i suddenly dun feel like going to school ... i hate to serve detention ... it sucks man ... i start to iron my cothes slowly .. usually i take about 3 min to finish ironing but today i spend about 10 mins ironing ... hahaha ... after ironing i sat on my sofa and start to daze at the clock ... hahahaha ... crazy ah .... then around 7.30 am i when to bath ... haha ... left my house at 745 am ... and i waited for the bus for 15 min then i board the bus ... i reach school about 8.14am liao ... hahaha ... cool rite ... its my 3rd time late .... so its like who cares man ... hahaha .. and the day start with a very sloppy and lazy day ... hahaha .. today nothing much ... things happen normally ... hahaha ... and of cuz ... YA MAN rockz !!!!!!!!!>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Saturday, August 20, 2005]
Hahaha ... Today was a very cool and also very tiring day .... started off with a bad stomach-ache in the morning ... then meet up chor , Mr Kok , junxiang for breakfast in the MacDonald ... is was a breezy morning too ... Mr kok came along and start to discuss about the Co-band playing Stand by me for the school dinner in the evening ... we were happliy talking about that piece ... and things went noramlly as usual ... whahahaha ... My band concductor wanna hear us play the music ... so we decided to play cant take my eyes off u becuz cant make it for stand by me ... and everyone was very blur with the piece and dunnoe how it goes ... My conductor in the band given us some important point in our arrangement for the cant take my off u piece .... things was changed , not much but a bit ... cutting some part make our playing sound more cool and nice ... whahaha ... when we perform for the guest in the evening ... i realized that all the guest was enjoying the music we have played and also seems to like it very much ... we , of cuz , feel very surprize and relief that they enjoy it very much ... and my conductor say YA MAN is going to stay in the band ... whahahaha .... so that was the very 1st performance for YA MAN ... hahahaha .... cool .... whahaha ... and we are happy of the result today and we will strike for the better next time ... after the concert ... we went to have dinner together ... and we are back to macdonald .... all band members are in the MacDonald having dinner .... the whole place was packed .. can is was cool ... whahaha .... and thats is the day man .... whahaha ... YA MAN RockZ !!!!!!!!!!>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Friday, August 19, 2005]
hahaha ... today ... we went to practise the songs for teacher's day ... well very things was going very fine ... and we finally can the songs nice and cool ... the songs we played consist of blues, jazz, rock , pop , classical and punk in it ... very cool ... nv played saxophone with all this funny style ... wow !!!!! hahaha ... the counsellors like it man ... and we gonna rock the school hall in teacher's day man ... we name ourselve as " Ya, Men" hahaha .... cool ya ... whahahah ... gonna be famouse with the school man ...cant believe it that we can remix the whole songs in to our own composition ... COOL !!!! whahaha ... i gonna love this "Ya, Men" group man ...whahaha ... we are the YA ,MEN .... YA, MEN ROCKZ !!!!>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Monday, August 15, 2005]
Today was a very Fucked up day ..... The day start with very tiring and lazy day ... morning in the school ... everything seems to be very cool and nothing unusual about it ... but when come to the afternoon part ... life in school start to get more tensed up ... after school was suppose to be practising for the teacher's day concert but suddenly my band chairman ( sec 3) came up to me saying that he dunnoe how to conduct the wind/Brass sectionals ... so i teach him ... and the practise for the teacher's day concert was pushed back for a moment ... my chairman ( sec 3 ) is also playing in the concert of the teachers ... we plan to practise without him 1st but realise we need to coordinate with him too .... so we waiting for him too ... after band i went up and ask him whether he want to practise with us when he dismiss with the band ... he say he got com meeting and i have no choice to let him go for the meeting .... i asked him after his meeting wanna stay and practise again .. then he remembered that he have to accompanied his fellow com members to buy ties ... so today rehearsal was a complete shit man .... tml is the ast chance to practise on it man .. if not ... thursday we gonna die flat like the pan cake man ... i still have to practise on my concerto .. my conductor wanna hear it next wed ..... and i only can play tafew page only ... haiz ... today is a DAMN FUCKED UP DAY I EVER GOING TO HAVE MAN .....>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<
[Friday, August 12, 2005]
yesterday i jus got my chinese O level result ... at first i was very nervous about the result ... i tot i not gonna get at least a B3 for chinese ... i sure will get C5 or C6 only ... but when my turn to receive my result ... i was so happy and not feeling sad ... i hit my target liao .... B3 ... WOW ... cooL rite? ... of cuz when i start to see my friends crying and feeling sad about their result , i also feel sad for them and wanna console but i cant help them very much ... haha my teachers was very happy with my result ... they wan me to retake the examination and aim for the A1 or A2 ... i'll try to do my best ... hahaha ...>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<