[Monday, August 29, 2005]

Today is a very boring day ... i only look forward to the afternoon ... so i'll jus skip all the way to there ... hahaha ... after school i rush to band room cuz got YAMAN practise ... i went to band room with excitment and knowing that the band having meeting i still dun feel and stress ... hahahah strange ... after the meeting ... feel very sad and of cuz angry ... but not that angry lah ... then i saw goldie they all outside band room becuz the committee is having meeting .... i wanted to ask her to come and watch the performance but i realise she have to go home and study so i ask her to go home ... but after that she say her mum dun allow her to go home then i say ok nvm ... after that i heard that she went out with other ppl to bishan ... i start to wondered is she going to shop or study ??? will she study ?? i also have doubt on the rest of the gang members too .... slowly ... realise things around me have change alot ... so much ... i start to question myself about wad have happened around me .... am i mad ??? i dun think so ... everything seems so different ... it was like i have been teleported to other world ... everything seem so different ... i think i am mad .... i have lost trust in my friends ... all of them ... i dunnoe are they trustable or not .... everything seem so dead .... wads going on ???

BYBlogger @ 8:24 PM

>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<