[Monday, September 19, 2005]

haha ... last week and this week having prelim .. hahaah finish almost more then half of the subject liao ... phew .... everything seems to be fine and can work out ... recently at home ... my mum wan me to go work ... but the problem is ... i having band too ... i have no time i guess ... hahaha .... In 1 week ... i have at least 4 days of band ... ssw , swo , yckss ... haiz ... i wanna work ... i think i have to work at nite lor ... hahaha ... i think wirk as part time first .... my whole family asking me to go work ... haiz ... so stressful ... recently having a bad dream ... dreaming me being stress over for work , band , concerto( main ), O level , friends and .... of cuz family stuff .... i have to work to help to support my mum in the house work ... and also if i work i must give her at least half of my salary ...maybe i should ask my band conductor about it ... see weather i can come for band 2 times a week ... now ... my family financial is in a deep shit man ... my bro have a laywer case to figth with ... my elder bro have not enough to give my mum ... and mum have to give the electricity bills and also phone bill .... haiz ... i now very stressful about my family ... the floorings need to be done ... ad that need money ... i also have to work to prepare for my poly school fees .... haiz ... i have to learn to work and survive for myself now .... i think i'll talk to my conductor about it ... hope that something will work out soon ... hope will work out soon ... stress ... stress ..... sob sob .. can someone comfort me ??? sob sob ....

BYBlogger @ 8:05 PM

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