[Wednesday, November 30, 2005]

jus came back from operation .... sad case ... next time i should eat more and more ... very sickening leiz ..... cannot play saxophone = ask me go and die now ... haiz ... so sad ... end of the year concert cannot play anymore ... so sad ... haiz ... no mood to write blog le lah ....

BYBlogger @ 1:14 PM

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[Wednesday, November 16, 2005]

Today i the last papr 2 i'm going to have ... hahaha from now onward is all paper 1 ... sianz and also dunnoe wad to do ... i noe le ... pracrtise my concerto ... hahaha to whoever reading this ... if u interested in noeing how is my playing like or wad concerto am i playing let me noe okie ?? whahaha ...

thinking that i need to work and also practise for my concerts ... haha
me must work hard for my job too ... i wanna learn as much as possible ... whahaa .... earn money then can go buy my fave clothings ... whaha .. this job very fun sia i think ... whaha ... Next is to concentrate on my concert pieces and also concerto is the piority of everything !!!!!!!

I'm feeling lonely again ... maybe i use to going out and now no one wanna go out with me thats why i feeling this way ba ... whaha ... but i feeling lonely lor ... whaha .... sianz sianz sianz sianz ...... actually i like to accompany ppl and go out when ppl ask me ... but recently no one leh so feeling lonely lor ... whahaha ... but lonely is better then having so much of conflicts with ppl wad ... whaha... so ya ... i'll contuinue tml ba ... see ya

BYBlogger @ 5:32 PM

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[Sunday, November 13, 2005]

O level have finish almost half of it le ... hahha ... it seems that no one have been reading my blog and care about me lah ... i find myself clashing both my passion , work and studies together .... stress over things again ... of cuz love too ... but i have no time for love lah ... haha ... i wanna play for the bands i'm invovle but i din practise those piece and i dun think i can make it ... work ... i have to work for my own survival and earn money for my family ... studies ... i dun think i have studied well lah ... Love ... i realised that i'm really a despo for love .. i dunnoe why also .. but ... i realise i have been rejecting ppl ... i think i really dunnoe wad is true love .. and i dunnoe wad is call like and love .... i have been a failure sia ... haha ... such a bad friend , cant manage my life well , not a good person ... easily get stressed ... haiz ... no wonder i have no friends and always alone .. haha ....

i've start to noe that i should put some lip balm ... haha .. my lips are dry man !!!!!! haha ...sliming down too ... hahah ... i bought some lip balm and also try some powder from melany too ... hahaa ... powder doesn't suit me but i think lip balm works man ... hahah ... i should try to ddress myself man ... Wohoo !!!!!!!

BYBlogger @ 6:16 PM

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[Friday, November 04, 2005]

well ... no worries dude .Even through i have move my heart for u ,in the end its u who is making the decision . i'll always respect ur decision . Love cannot be forced and neither can be pushed . Love come naturally and go when none of the parties nurture it . so dun worry about anyhing , jus concentrate on wad u are doing and i'll be supporting u from the back and respect the decision that u made ... i like the present u and i dun wan u to change for anyone ... jus be urself .

Today i went out with gui and blu3 aka david lah ... we went to Plaza singapura together .. haha so fun ... then meet up with daniel , hiro and taki they all ... then me , blu3 and gui go walk walk and have our dinner ... haha ... after that daniel called blu3 to go play lan so we all went together with them .. at the lan centre ... Big alex and imuya appear ... haha ... sure playing DOTA de ... haha then me and gui not good in playing lan so we go play pool ... i did learn alot of thingf from him .. haha .. thanks gui !!!!! After the 3 game blu3 join in and play ... i let them have their own personal time lor ... so i seat and watch them play ... haha nice show man .. haha ... then we leave without daniel they all .. so we go walk walk lor ... but after that i went home lah ... haha ... on the way home ... i miss ducky very badly ... dunnoe why ... haha nvm lah ... selamat hari raya to all the muslim !!!!!!!!

BYBlogger @ 1:40 AM

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