[Friday, December 23, 2005]

well ... recently i have fallen in love with someone ... i guess this is not true ... i have seek the advice of the tarot cards .... i think i should jus give up bah ... but the feeling is very strong .. haha ... maybe is brotherly love ... i wan to have a close friends to go out and spent time with .. but it seems that everyone have run away from me ... mr kok with weihong they all ... jx and hp with eileen they all .. melany with goldie they all ... vannesa with hongki they all .... so sad ... me alone in the band walking in and out ... haha ... i really wan someone that can always go out together and can chat all day long de ... i really wan that ... but it seems this not gonna happen ... and of cuz .. today i speck to someone that i like ... i told him everything in my heart ... but ... i think i got no chance in love ... haha ... strange hor ... why i nv try then give up ... becuz normally ... this things i dun stand a chance in having it ... so i rather let it go .. hahaha ... sad man ... really sad ... i dun wish to fall in love ... but no choice man .... haha .... A sad , relax , calm and boring day have jus went pass .... (_ _ )Zzzzzz

BYBlogger @ 6:33 PM

>>>> Darkess that truly taken over my life <<<<<